| Location | Barrow In Furness |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 02/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 4,691 since 11/05/2009 |
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I woke up on the morning off the 28th of February feeling a little worried as for a few days i hadn't felt my baby move, i got my mum to phone the hospital and like i thought the told me to go in to hospital straight away so they could check everything was ok, i hadn't said anything to anyone bout me not feeling my baby move as my doctor told me i had more fluid so i thought it was normal at 33 weeks almost 34 for her not to be as active, but when i got to the hospital i found out i was wrong, your suppose to feel your baby move at least 10 times a day! My mum drove me to the hospital it seemed to take hours to get there Evan tho its a 40 min drive away, The midwife put me and my mum in a little room and she went off to get the heart machine so we could listen to my babies heartbeat and finally put my mind at rest, but she couldn't find one so she went off to get another midwife to see if she could find my babies heartbeat she came into the room with what looked like a tiny tv, she also couldn't find her heartbeat i new there was something very wrong they then called a sonogragher as it was a Saturday they were on call so while we were waiting for the sonogragher to get there they put me and my mum is the waiting room thats when i called my boyfriend,dad and my boyfriends parents they all got to the hospital as soon as they could, the sonogragher finally got there me, my mum and my boyfriends mum went into the room as my dad and boyfriend hadn't arrived yet i was lying on the bed hoping and praying she was find a heartbeat, she had confirmed my baby had died it was the worse day of my life i cried for hours my mum and boyfriends mum held me but i just wanted my baby to be alive. The midwife then took us down to the waiting room where the rest of my family were waiting for me, after i calmed down a little the midwife came to talk to me bout giving birth to my baby girl, she explained that if i wanted to go bk home that day and come bk the next day that ok was, i decided to go home so i could pick out my babies clothes that i wanted her to be dressed in, me and my boyfriend picked a a piglet and pooh all in one outfit that was very pink and girly, so on Monday the 2nd of march i give birth to my beautiful baby girl, she was perfect in every way had features of both me and her daddy, both mine family and my boyfriends family came to visit and thought she was a perfect, we took plenty of pictures and i look at them every day, i miss her very much and my life now will never be the same again, something will always be missing now i just have to think that she is waiting for me in heaven, i think heaven is a very lucky place to have my baby daughter, she is loved and missed by many every day.
This is the poem by best friend (Lexies godmother) read out at my beautiful daughters goodbye.
DADDY PLEASE DONT LOOK SO SAD
MUMMY PLEASE DONT CRY
CAUSE I AM IN THE ARMS OF JESUS
AND HE SINGS ME LULLABIES
PLEASE TRY NOT TO QUESTION GOD
DONT THINK HE IS UNKIND
DONT THINK HE SENT ME TO YOU THEN HE CHANGED HIS MIND
YOU SEE I AM A SPECIAL CHILD
AND I AM NEEDED UP ABOVE
IM THE SPECIAL GIFT YOU GAVE HIM THE PRODUCT OF YOUR LOVE
I’LL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU
AND WATCH THE SKY AT NIGHT
FIND THE BRIGHTEST STAR THAT’S GLEAMING
THAT’S MY HALO’S BRILLIANT LIGHT
YOU’LL SEE ME IN THE MORNING FROST
THAT MISTS YOUR WINDOW PANE
THAT’S ME IN THE SUMMER SHOWERS
I’LL BE DANCING IN THE RAIN
WHEN YOU FEEL A LITTLE BREEZE
FROM A GENTLE WIND THAT BLOWS
THAT’S ME I’LL BE THERE PLANTING A KISS ON YOUR NOSE
WHEN YOU SEE A CHILD PLAYING
AND YOUR HEART FEELS A LITTLE TUG
THAT’S ME I’LL BE THERE GIVING YOUR HEART A HUG
SO DADDY PLEASE DONT LOOK SO SAD
MUMMY DONT YOU CRY
IM IN THE ARMS OF JESUS AND HE SINGS ME LULLABIES.
When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me,
While thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me, I know you miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready, in heaven, far above,
And that I had to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
For my life had not long started, and I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much to learn and do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the times to come, the good one’s and the bad,
I thought of all the love we’d share, it made me feel so sad.
If I could spend just one day, or even a little while,
I’d tell you how I love you, and show you my big smile.
But then I fully realised, that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven’s gates, I felt so much at home,
When God looked down and smiled at me, upon his golden throne,
“This is eternity” he said, “and all I’ve promised you,
Today for life on earth is passed, but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
And since each day’s the same day, there’s no longing for the past.
My child, you were so special, I had to set you free,
So won’t you take my loving hand, and share my life with me?”
So when tomorrow starts without me Mummy, don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me, I’m right here, in your heart
The Children's Christmas by Rosemary J. Gwaltney
The children's Christmas is simple and bright
They sing the music, they laugh in the light,
Sparkling colors are a magical spell,
Their instant joy flows bubbling and well.
But round that tree I see a space,
Beside the table an empty place,
A voice is missing, a form of grace,
The sweetness of a little lost face.
A vacuum was left by the child who's gone;
Though all seems right, yet it's terribly wrong.
I'd give up my Christmas, and gaiety fine,
To clasp that small hand again in mine.
The Cord
We are connected,
Lexie and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From Lexie to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away
THE TENDER TOUCH OF ANGEL WINGS
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
The tender touch of angel wings,
Brush softly past your face;
Summoned by soft spoken prayers,
To stand here in this place.
Called to keep and guard you,
To touch your heart with love;
Sent as special messengers,
From a holy place above.
Sent to whisper words of peace,
To calm a restless soul;
Sent to watch you as you sleep,
Their angel wings unfold.
They cover you with tenderness,
They watch your slumbering face;
They call you into peaceful rest,
As they stand here in this place.
They walk beside you every step,
As you go about your day;
Their mission is to guard you,
As you travel on your way.
So if you feel a tender touch,
A breeze upon your face;
Just know I prayed for angels,
To keep you in this place.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
♥___PERFECT LITTLE BUTTERFLY.......♥
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DID YOU SEE THE BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY FLUTTER RIGHT ON BY
IT WAS ONLY A TINY THING BUT IT FLEW RIGHT INTO THE SKY
THE BUTTERFLY WAS SO PERFECT FLYING ALL AROUND
IT LET ME SEE ITS PRETTY FACE WHEN IT LANDED ON THE GROUND
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THEN ONCE AGAIN IT FLEW AWAY INTO THE SKY SO BLUE
I AM SURE THAT TINY BUTTERFLY WAS BRINGING A MESSAGE FROM YOU
I KNOW THE SPIRIT OF THE ONES WE LOVE LIKE TO SHOW US THEY ARE NEAR
SO THE PERFECT TINY WHITE BUTTERFLY WAS MY ANGEL THAT IS CLEAR
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THANKYOU FOR LETTING ME SEE YOU I KNOW IT WAS ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE
BUT THAT PERFECT LITTLE BUTTERFLY REALLY MADE ME SMILE
ANOTHER GIFT FROM HEAVEN THAT OUR ANGELS ARE ABLE TO GIVE
THE BUTTERFLY RESEMBLES LOVE AND PURITY AND IT IS WHERE AN ANGELS SPIRIT CAN LIVE.......
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 2/3/2010
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.......Sweet Angel
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Sweet Angel how i miss you
And my heart knows how much
I long to hold you one more time
And feel your tender touch
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I remember all the good times
Every precious memory
You know i wont forget you
To my heart you hold the key
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Some days i find it realy hard
And then i sence you near
You whisper gently ,please be strong
As you catch another tear
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You never realy left me
For im still holding on
You'll go on living in my heart
For thats where you belong
The woodland where you are sleeping
Will keep you safe and sound
The moon will be your nightlight
The sun will warm your ground
The birds will sing your lullaby
The trees will be your shade
Your memory will live through the seasons
Through the months, the weeks, the days.......
(Author Unknown)
A perfect Easter bunnie for my PERFECT angel xxxxx
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When we lose a loved one
Our world just falls apart
We think that we can't carry on
With this broken heart
Everything is different now
We're upset and we're annoyed
Our world it seems is shattered
There's such an awful void
There's got to be a reason
And we have to understand
God made us and at any time
He'll reach down for our hand
There might not be a warning
We won't know where or when
The only thing we're certain of
Is we'll meet them once again.
(Author Unknown)
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