| Location | Barrow In Furness |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 02/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,919 since 11/05/2009 |
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I woke up on the morning off the 28th of February feeling a little worried as for a few days i
hadn't felt my baby move, i got my mum to phone the hospital and like i thought the told me to go in
to hospital straight away so they could check everything was ok, i hadn't said anything to anyone
bout me not feeling my baby move as my doctor told me i had more fluid so i thought it was normal at
33 weeks almost 34 for her not to be as active, but when i got to the hospital i found out i was
wrong, your suppose to feel your baby move at least 10 times a day! My mum drove me to the hospital
it seemed to take hours to get there Evan tho its a 40 min drive away, The midwife put me and my mum
in a little room and she went off to get the heart machine so we could listen to my babies heartbeat
and finally put my mind at rest, but she couldn't find one so she went off to get another midwife to
see if she could find my babies heartbeat she came into the room with what looked like a tiny tv,
she also couldn't find her heartbeat i new there was something very wrong they then called a
sonogragher as it was a Saturday they were on call so while we were waiting for the sonogragher to
get there they put me and my mum is the waiting room thats when i called my boyfriend,dad and my
boyfriends parents they all got to the hospital as soon as they could, the sonogragher finally got
there me, my mum and my boyfriends mum went into the room as my dad and boyfriend hadn't arrived yet
i was lying on the bed hoping and praying she was find a heartbeat, she had confirmed my baby had
died it was the worse day of my life i cried for hours my mum and boyfriends mum held me but i just
wanted my baby to be alive. The midwife then took us down to the waiting room where the rest of my
family were waiting for me, after i calmed down a little the midwife came to talk to me bout giving
birth to my baby girl, she explained that if i wanted to go bk home that day and come bk the next
day that ok was, i decided to go home so i could pick out my babies clothes that i wanted her to be
dressed in, me and my boyfriend picked a a piglet and pooh all in one outfit that was very pink and
girly, so on Monday the 2nd of march i give birth to my beautiful baby girl, she was perfect in
every way had features of both me and her daddy, both mine family and my boyfriends family came to
visit and thought she was a perfect, we took plenty of pictures and i look at them every day, i miss
her very much and my life now will never be the same again, something will always be missing now i
just have to think that she is waiting for me in heaven, i think heaven is a very lucky place to
have my baby daughter, she is loved and missed by many every day.
This is the poem by best friend (Lexies godmother) read out at my beautiful daughters goodbye.
DADDY PLEASE DONT LOOK SO SAD
MUMMY PLEASE DONT CRY
CAUSE I AM IN THE ARMS OF JESUS
AND HE SINGS ME LULLABIES
PLEASE TRY NOT TO QUESTION GOD
DONT THINK HE IS UNKIND
DONT THINK HE SENT ME TO YOU THEN HE CHANGED HIS MIND
YOU SEE I AM A SPECIAL CHILD
AND I AM NEEDED UP ABOVE
IM THE SPECIAL GIFT YOU GAVE HIM THE PRODUCT OF YOUR LOVE
I’LL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU
AND WATCH THE SKY AT NIGHT
FIND THE BRIGHTEST STAR THAT’S GLEAMING
THAT’S MY HALO’S BRILLIANT LIGHT
YOU’LL SEE ME IN THE MORNING FROST
THAT MISTS YOUR WINDOW PANE
THAT’S ME IN THE SUMMER SHOWERS
I’LL BE DANCING IN THE RAIN
WHEN YOU FEEL A LITTLE BREEZE
FROM A GENTLE WIND THAT BLOWS
THAT’S ME I’LL BE THERE PLANTING A KISS ON YOUR NOSE
WHEN YOU SEE A CHILD PLAYING
AND YOUR HEART FEELS A LITTLE TUG
THAT’S ME I’LL BE THERE GIVING YOUR HEART A HUG
SO DADDY PLEASE DONT LOOK SO SAD
MUMMY DONT YOU CRY
IM IN THE ARMS OF JESUS AND HE SINGS ME LULLABIES.
I love you!!
Hey angel, im missin u more and more everyday!! i went to hayes yesterday wiv daddy, grandma and great nanna, got some lovely things to make your restin place very beautiful! i love u wiv all my heart more than i will eva b able to describe sendin lotsa mummy kisses to the brightest star in the sky!! the proudest angel mummy eva xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
In tears we saw you sinking,
And watched you pass away.
Our hearts were almost broken,
We wanted you to stay.
But when we saw you sleeping,
So peaceful, free from pain,
How could we wish you back with us,
To suffer that again. It broke our hearts to
lose you, But you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.
(Author Unknown)
The tide recides but leaves behind
bright seashells on the sand.
The sun goes down, but gentle
warmth still lingers on the land.
The music stops, and yet it echoes
on in sweet refrains.....
For every joy that passes,
something beautiful remains.
(Author Unknown)
There's a precious choir of angels
With the lord in heavens sky
And a special song they're singing
Dear loved ones please don't cry
Remember all the good times
And the joy that was given to you
Dear loved ones please please don't cry
We're watching over you
(Author Unknown)
still missin u!!!!
Hey angel, well its 8 months today and im still missin u like crazy!! i keep wonderin wot u would look like now and wot u would b doin like startin to crawl, smiling, laughin etc etc!! i think thats wot make me hurt so much the fact that i will neva see u grow up to b the perfect princess your are!! heaven is so lucky, im very jealous ov all the other angels that get to see you everyday! im sure tho i will meet u again at heavens gate and every birthday christmas easter etc that we have missed bein together we can celabrate when we meet again!! i love you more than anything and u will always be missed not just by me but by many, sending all my love always and 4eva the proudest angel mummy eva!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring
Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high
Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain
Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way
Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love
Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their "goodnights"
Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace
Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.
(Author Unknown)
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The Lord needed a flower
and that flower was you
so he picked you up from down here
and up and up you flew
He planted you in his garden
he said 'You'll stay here now with me'
and there you'll stay away from harm
the prettiest flower you'll always be
(Author Unknown)
my perfect princess!!!
last day ov the hoilday today, so will b able to come to your resting place tomoz, bring u your prezzie!! im missin u so much!!!ave been here! u should be here on this holiday wiv us, but sadly heaven needed u!! i love u always and foreva mummy xxxxxxxxxxx
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart
They span the years and warm our lives
Preserving ties that bind
Our memories build a special bridge
And bring us peace of mind
(Author Unknown)
When we lose a loved one
Our world just falls apart
We think that we can't carry on
With this broken heart
Everything is different now
We're upset and we're annoyed
Our world it seems is shattered
There's such an awful void
There's got to be a reason
And we have to understand
God made us and at any time
He'll reach down for our hand
There might not be a warning
We won't know where or when
The only thing we're certain of
Is we'll meet them once again.
(Author Unknown)
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